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Notes on a Decade of Romance

by Nina Luna

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1.
Dark Heart 03:43
Tell me what I need to know Tell me if I'm losing my mind, if I'm losing my soul Think I'm just gonna go Lying here, 7am and my blood's gone cold Tell me what part is true 'Cause I can't shake this feeling that she's got you Tell me to put it to rest Lay me back down, my head on your chest I been up crying, now my eyes are red like yours And you're sleeping softly while I toss and turn And when you wrap yourself around me, can you feel this ache in my chest Oh the truth is I got a dark heart, it don't give me no rest Tell me why I can't be free One-eighty switch got ahold on me Take me out of my head Trying to make sense of the things we said Tell me why you don't want me Tell me what's missing, what else do I need to be Why do I feel empty 'Cause you're the only one I ever believed Now I been up crying, now my eyes are red like yours And you're sleeping softly while I toss and turn And when you wrap yourself around me, can you feel this ache in my chest Oh the truth is I got a dark heart, it don't give me no rest But I let my baby go, I left my love behind I let my baby go, I left my love behind I let my baby go, Ieft my love behind And I let my baby go, I left my love behind I been up crying, now my eyes are red like yours And you're sleeping softly while I toss and turn And when you wrap yourself around me, can you feel this ache in my chest Oh the truth is I got a dark heart, it don't give me no rest But I let my baby go, I left my love behind I let my baby go, I left my love behind I let my baby go, Ieft my love behind And I let my baby go, I left my love behind
2.
Water 03:05
I love how you don't hold back How you knew right away I was meant for you Surrounding me like water Filling in the places they could never get close to And I love how you never have a reason Why we should be apart I love how you're everything I needed And this is just the start Oh baby, I never hear an excuse from your lips Not afraid to tell me that you miss me Together all the time and that's how we like it And there's no need to slow it down 'Cause this is for life I love how I'm suddenly seeing The world through your eyes And baby, it's a beautiful place But I can't say I'm surprised 'Cause I knew you before we met Showing up in all my dreams Then one day there you were Standing right in front of me Oh baby, I never hear an excuse from your lips Not afraid to tell me that you miss me Together all the time and that's how we like it And there's no need to slow it down 'Cause this is for life Surrounding me, surrounding me like water Surrounding me, surrounding me like water Surrounding me, surrounding me like water Surrounding me, surrounding me Oh baby, I never hear an excuse from your lips Not afraid to tell me that you miss me Together all the time and that's how we like it And there's no need to slow it down 'Cause this is for life
3.
Sorry 03:29
I was playing games, I was using him I'm kidding myself if I think I'm stainless 'Cause you had someone at home and I didn't even know Oh I just wanted to be blameless They say all's fair in war and love But I could tell I fucked it up 'Cause I broke down crying on Metropolitan Heading home alone 'cause you'd had enough And I broke my own heart with each expectation I threw words like daggers in retaliation So why do I still dream about you now It's been years and you got somebody else to call your own And I don't think that you think of me now So why do I still feel like there's words I gotta get out I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Remember that night at the fair, we were kids When you told me I deserved someone better And maybe you'd be him someday, well I think those words Are the ones I never got over And I broke my own heart with each expectation I threw words like daggers in retaliation So why do I still dream about you now It's been years and you got somebody else to call your own And I don't think that you think of me now So why do I still feel like there's words I gotta get out I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry But I don't understand why Time and its sands didn't carry you Out of my mind 'Cause now I can't ignore that The cutting of the cords didn't sever All of our ties So why do I still dream about you now It's been years and you got somebody else to call your own And I don't think that you think of me now So why do I still feel like there's words I gotta get out I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
4.
Foolish 02:54
I guess I'm foolish and naive I get so caught up in the idea of someone loving me I guess I'm bitter 'cause in my dreams You brush me off and it's humiliating Oh I didn't want to see Just how badly I've been wanting to be needed Oh I was on my knees For three long months laying flowers at your feet While you were out walking with someone more famous I guess I'm foolish But I don't even blame you I just feel ashamed That I thought determination Was all it took to light the flame But no matter what, you can't win someone's love If they're not even looking your way I guess I'm foolish and naive I get so caught up in the idea of someone loving me I guess I'm bitter 'cause in my dreams You brush me off and it's humiliating Oh I didn't want to see Just how badly I've been wanting to be needed Oh I was on my knees For three long months laying flowers at your feet While you were out walking with someone more famous I guess I'm foolish Reaching into the past To salvage the wreck Of something you once cherished It's oh so pointless You left it for a reason So leave it where it lies To rest in peace as the embers die I guess I'm foolish and naive I get so caught up in the idea of someone loving me I guess I'm bitter 'cause in my dreams You brush me off and it's humiliating Oh I didn't want to see Just how badly I've been wanting to be needed Oh I was on my knees For three long months laying flowers at your feet While you were out walking with someone more famous I guess I'm foolish
5.
Well I didn't wanna believe it But I'm petty and I'm jealous, gotta call it like I see it And I won't try to deny That I'm a skilled projector of fanciful designs But they always disappear at midnight The visions always lose their shine It's time I had something to hold onto Someone that I can call mine I'm ready to come clean 'Bout the shadows that lurk round the inside of me 'Cause you can't have the light without the dark Yeah I'm owning my dark side and it feels like a start So what if I'm a little dramatic Or have my head in the clouds, if I'm a love drunk addict Well I'm not afraid anymore Of what they might find if they open that door 'Cause I'm always missing someone that I shouldn't be missing But it's 'cause I see the good where others only see a villain And in the past this power's gotten the better of me But now I'm learning to wield it like the moon sways the sea I'm ready to come clean 'Bout the shadows that lurk round the inside of me 'Cause you can't have the light without the dark Yeah I'm owning my dark side and it feels like a start I'm ready to come clean 'Bout the shadows that lurk round the inside of me 'Cause you can't have the light without the dark Yeah I'm owning my dark side and it feels like a start

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released August 14, 2020

Written and performed by Nina Luna
Engineered, produced, mixed and mastered by Ian Mackley

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